I’m a Mama that has been stumbling her way through parenting, slightly more gracefully than she stumbled through a relationship… doesn’t say much! I'm in the process of learning to co-parent in a failing 15 year relationship. I work a funky schedule in hopes to parent as much as possible…I call myself a pretend stay-at-home mom. I am always late, chronically tired, sometimes grouchy, a bit of a worrier, kinda funny and totally in love with my little ones! this is attempted mamahood...
Monday, May 7, 2012
here's where the story ends...
so T said that he's moving out Monday. My ex, recovering alcoholic, unemployed, baby daddy is moving into a sublet studio right downtown for the summer. Yes, I'm worried about relapse. Yes, I'm scared he'll meet some hot, young girl. Yes, I'm worried about being alone all the time with the kids and no help...when do I shower or take out the trash? But mostly, I'm terribly sad! I kept thinking that eventually he would change his mind, eventually he would realize that me and our family were too good to walk away from. How can he leave? How can he just walk away from 15 years? I can't believe this is really the way this story ends!
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